Learning to Surrender by falling on my face.

Excerpt from Numbing to Knowing (D. Thomson, unpublished) Learning to Surrender Where do I begin? Was I spinning when I put the wine in the freezer, just in case? I was spinning, absolutely spinning and only when I decided to make a chocolate pudding pie did I feel a bit grounded. What does that mean? Does it mean anything? (I was learning to surrender...I just had no idea what that meant.) I said to Dave that...

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How do we remember music? Why is it easy?

How do we remember music? Why is it easier?

Do you remember music easily? Sometimes I do, sometimes I don't. I am actually pretty good with lyrics and keeping the beat although I wouldn't say my singing voice is going to get me any time in the spotlight. Then there are interesting musical incidents like the one that happened recently. While I was driving home from work...mentally preparing for 20 days off in a row, the radio was playing the "all request lunch hour"...

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10 Tips To Getting Un-Stuck!

This weekend I felt like I had a thousand things to do... More like 50 things really and might as well have been a thousand. I had scheduled some time Saturday morning to move the needle on some big projects and had the detailed list all set out. Now, I am a list lover and pride myself on being able to get quite a bit done in a short period of time. Here is what...

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I have a hard life…is that it then?

Are you the kind of person who needs to wait until the last-minute to get shit done? Like me, have you decided you have a hard life and you need to feel almost twisted inside before you finally get to your to-do list? Looking back it seems like I write about things being hard about once a month...maybe it's leftover from the emotional mood swings I used to get with PMS? Maybe it's an unconscious...

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I am Manifesting the Shit out of this…

I had no idea what I didn't know when I didn't know it...duh...of course. It is actually not a secret at all that the shit the The Secret talks about, the Law of Attraction and about manifesting the life you want by focusing specifically on what you really want, is real, and yet for a very long time it wasn't to me. I had no idea that energy follows intention and that action, no matter how...

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